(non-french) It's not what it seems but it is.

I think I'm coming out of my daze a bit. Knowing the sky will be blue is settling. At least I can somewhat concentrate on things. Not that things are necessarily clearer, but getting a good night of sleep definitely helps. And so does book-writing. And narrow-ruled yellow notepads and #2 pencils.

In the end, it really will all work out.

onward, to NY. then I can start to plan Paris.