Recent flights (**recent flights purchased but not actually taken):
LGB to LAS**
LAX to LAS
LAS to LGB
LAX to OAK
OAK to LAX
LAX to STL
STL to LAX
LAX to PHX
PHX to LGB
PHX to LGB**

Recent heartbreak moments:
1. the "so we're not together anymore" voicemail
2. the posts that just keep coming
3. the recap of the phone convo over a pint of Anchor Steam

Recent enduring realizations:
that no matter how long or short it's been, I'm just not over it. any of it. and maybe I'm in dire need of a few pointers to figure out how to get over it. even if those pointers work for others but not me. except that I need some that work for me. so I can actually accomplish something. soon.

Recent things that I absolutely cannot stand:
vagueness
over-the-top exaggerations

Recent funnies (because this post is just plain depressing):
"that's gouda"
"sake it to me"
"I've got two words for you."
"randall doesn't know"
"miranda is an ICQ clone"

Recent public places where I've been completely passed out:
the Arizona Biltmore poolside lounge area
US Airways seat 12C