My new nickname is NOT whoopi.

It might be time to go back to the doctor though. Not that the doctors really know what to do with me. But today was bad. I can't remember a lot of it. I can remember barely being able to hold down "1" on my cell phone to check my voice mail. That was scary.

It's ending better though. I had a couple of good hours at the end of the day. Now for a good night of rest. In a semi-clean room. Hopefully. Can you believe how long it's been?

I miss my family. And Ryan.